You know what, I wanna see Joel hiding his panic attacks when they are back in Jackson, trying to deal with his nightmares and attacks alone. I want his hands shaking and him having random flashbacks, dissociating at certain moments. Then I wanna see either Ellie or Tommy notice something, Ellie would be excellent at comforting him and talking to him through a panic attack. I want Tommy’s heart breaking when he notices how his older brother is struggling. I want Joel to feel cared for, I want Joel to feel loved. I want to see him go from “I’m fine” to “Im having a bad day”, and then Ellie cuddles up to him and puts her head on his chest to comfort him. Physical affection my beloved
